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Friday, November 17, 2006

Weak

"Dear Lord God, I come to you asking for strength Lord. I feel so weak and like such a failure sometimes Lord. Please help renew my strength, help me to realize that you are the only one who can fulfill my every need. You are my first true love God. I pray that every day and every minute you'd consume my thoughts. I pray I could just grow closer to you by serving you and reading your word. I pray you'd help me to obtain all the fruits of the the spirit Lord. Love, joy, peace, patience,kindness, goodness, faithfulness, and Self control. Especially patience Lord, I dont know what it is that makes us as humans in such a big hurry?! Lord but I pray you'd help me to slow down and listen to your voice... because now more than ever I realize how important you are. Also that you speak sometimes in the faintest whisper. Now Lord I pray you'd help guide me and conform me to who YOU want me to be. I thank you Lord for you forgiveness and mercy. Amen."

 

There is hope for the helpless
Rest for the weary
Love for the broken heart
There is grace and forgiveness
Mercy and healing
He'll meet you wherever you are
Cry out to Jesus, Cry out to Jesus


Wednesday, November 15, 2006

Currently Reading
Enjoy the Silence: A 30- Day Experiment in Listening to God (invert)
By Maggie Robbins, Duffy Robbins
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"Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same." - The Fray

That is so so true. God is good yet again. Well I haven't updated in like 5 months. lol. Myspace is blocked on our school computers so I thought maybe I'd try the old xanga! Where to start? Hmmm... Well the retreat was amazing!!! All of our leaders are truly the best! God really used you all this past weekend!  God revealed Himslef to me again for the first time and a really long time. I felt His prescense so close. I learnt so much about myself over the past week or so. More importantly about God. I have new convictions that I must live by and stay true too. Sometimes it's easy to let what people say (including satan) sit in you mind and ry and throw you off. It has never been this hard for me before so I wrote them down put them where  I can see them. ( hanging from the visor in the car) I just say them and PRAY them over and over when I'm driving. Listening to God in the silence. ( Great new devotional by the way!!!)

" God YOU are the center of my life. My soul purpose for everything I do! I will not put anything or anyone in Your place. I will stand stong and not compromise my convictions!!!" Just saying them over and over til Im blue in the face. You know the more I say them and pray them to God. The stronger I become. The less I'm worried about explaining them to others around me. God is more than good...He's amazing!!!

         This new devotional we are all starting "Enjoying the Silence", It's so awesome. For once we just turn everything off and turn on all of our attention to the Lord and what He's speaking to our hearts. Today's really hit home for me. It talked about the "me-phrases". Alot of the time I find myslef even now when I m trying to get right with God saying "help me", "advise me", "consuel me"...me me me me...and also I really worry to much if everyone is going to like me and if people are going to look down on me or juudge me. The truth is none of that matters( and this is where God hit me hard) " even if everybody I mee today loves me, admires me, laughs at me, and think's I'm cool-evenn if all my dreams were still alive, my relationship was still going strong...- without God's mighty touch, I WOULD BE IN A DESPREATE PLACE STILL."  "Lord God get me outta the "___ me phase" into the "send me" attitude!!!!"

 

Well I know I was kind of rambling but I needed to that out a little bit. I pray for yo all and hope you're all doing well. Keep up with our new devotional!!! It's great!!! Love ya!! Oh and I have the best friends in the whole world!! just know that I appreciate you all sooooooo much!!!! No matter what we'll still be friends and part of the body of Christ.

 

-God Bless

     -Kell


Thursday, June 29, 2006

Currently Listening
Wherever You Are
By Third Day
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Core Groups...

     Well last night was cores at youth group and we talked about Love. I really enjoyed it because the lesson didn't just say Love your neighbor as yourself and that is. We first looked in 1 John 3:18 Dear children, let us stop just saying we love each other; let us really show it by our actions. Then to see what love truly is we went to 1 Cor. 13:3-8.
3If I gave everything I have to the poor and even sacrificed my body, I could boast about it; but if I didn't love others, I would be of no value whatsoever. 4Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous or boastful or proud 5or rude. Love does not demand its own way. Love is not irritable, and it keeps no record of when it has been wronged. 6It is never glad about injustice but rejoices whenever the truth wins out. 7Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance. 8Love will last forever, but prophecy and speaking in unknown languages and special knowledge will all disappear.
      Now these verse are well known and I thought oh I already know this. But to actually sit there and go through each verse was really good. Then we talked about like in real life what would be an example of that characteristic of love. One of the examples I shared personally was with my uncle, he's definately wronged our family sooo many times and whenI was younger and niave...I guess maybe not niave but it was just  a lot easier to forgive him. I think because I didn't know many details. But anyways now that I'm older and more aware I guess it almost like I have given up on him and if I really loved him as God's word said I should then I wouldn't give up or loose faith. (see v.7)

Well I'm gonna get going, but cores were really good last night... I relaized some new convictions. So Praise God! Hope everyone enjoyed them too! talk to you soon!

Love,
  Kell


Tuesday, June 27, 2006

...sigh...

 

...I need You...I need You, Lord!!!...

 


Currently Listening
Revival Generation: 12 Songs That Rocked the Nation
By Various Artists
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Getting right with the Lord...

Hey all, I know I haven't updated in awhile nothing really new. I've very recently just been trying to get my life right before the Lord and really spending time in His word. Last night I just read abunch of psalms and some other verses...it was awesome!!! Here are some of them..

Jer 31:16 
"...Refrain your voice from weeping, And your eyes from tears; 
For your work shall be rewarded, says the LORD, ..."

Psalm 25  specifically v. 4&5,7,17-18

Psalm 26:6
I will wash my hands in innocence;
So I will go about Your altar, O LORD,

Psalm 32:5&7

Psalm 39-40

Psalm 51:10&12

Psalm 69:1-20
1 Save me, O God!
         For the waters have come up to my neck.
 2 I sink in deep mire,
         Where there is no standing;
         I have come into deep waters,
         Where the floods overflow me.
 3 I am weary with my crying;
         My throat is dry;
         My eyes fail while I wait for my God.   
 4 Those who hate me without a cause
         Are more than the hairs of my head;
         They are mighty who would destroy me,
         Being my enemies wrongfully;
         Though I have stolen nothing,
         I still must restore it.   
 5 O God, You know my foolishness;
         And my sins are not hidden from You.
 6 Let not those who wait for You, O Lord GOD of hosts, be ashamed because of me;
         Let not those who seek You be confounded because of me, O God of Israel.
 7 Because for Your sake I have borne reproach;
         Shame has covered my face.
 8 I have become a stranger to my brothers,
         And an alien to my mother’s children;
 9 Because zeal for Your house has eaten me up,
         And the reproaches of those who reproach You have fallen on me.
 10 When I wept and chastened my soul with fasting,
         That became my reproach.
 11 I also made sackcloth my garment;
         I became a byword to them.
 12 Those who sit in the gate speak against me,
         And I am the song of the drunkards. 
  13 But as for me, my prayer is to You,
         O LORD, in the acceptable time;
         O God, in the multitude of Your mercy,
         Hear me in the truth of Your salvation.
 14 Deliver me out of the mire,
         And let me not sink;
         Let me be delivered from those who hate me,
         And out of the deep waters.
 15 Let not the floodwater overflow me,
         Nor let the deep swallow me up;
         And let not the pit shut its mouth on me. 
 16    Hear me, O LORD, for Your lovingkindness is good;
         Turn to me according to the multitude of Your tender mercies.
 17 And do not hide Your face from Your servant,
         For I am in trouble;
         Hear me speedily.
 18 Draw near to my soul, and redeem it;
         Deliver me because of my enemies.
         
 19 You know my reproach, my shame, and my dishonor;
         My adversaries are all before You.
 20 Reproach has broken my heart,
         And I am full of heaviness;
         I looked for someone to take pity, but there was none;
         And for comforters, but I found none.

Proverbs 3:3-8

*Proverbs 28:13

Ecc. 5:4&5

God is soo good Amen?!?!

Well talk to you all soon! Please pray! Thanks!

Love ya! Kell

(I'm doing ok! mu)



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